Who do you turn to?

Ever been in a crowed room and felt alone? Have you ever wanted to just fly away for a week or two (not on a plane...LOL)? When you feel like this who do you turn to? Yeah, people say...if you need anything just let me know...Well, what am I suppose to do...? Pick up the phone and call someone and ask them to listen to me cry? Please people stop telling people this if you don't mean it. If you are not willing to help...then don't tell the person that you will help in anyway...lol Yes, I am laughing at that part because it is quite comical how it has become the thing to say..."let me know how I can help" WTF.... Just help in any way....Not everyone wants to have to say...Can you ? or Will you? And then what about the people who said that and I stepped up and asked...and you know what happened ..."Well, I would but..." See, they should not have said a thing...LOL I think I shocked them with a request:) But anyway, I got sidetracked with this portion...because I wanted to get it off my chest. Back to the matter at hand...

Everyone has a place where no matter what happens they feel safe, a haven. For me this was my mom's house. I knew that I could open that door and receive a hug that was filled with unconditional love. I knew that she would fight to protect me against any enemy. I knew my position with her, my place in her life. When I stepped into the house, I knew my worth. So now what? Where do I go? What do I do? Who do I share these feelings with? Who wants to hear it? I have a void!

Does someone have a manual on who you turn to when you are use to being the one people turn to? I am a "listener"...that is my role. So who am I suppose to talk to?

Okay, yeah this may sound like jibberish...but those of you who have felt alone in the world...hit me up. What did you do? What helped you get through? Who helped you get through?